Being ALIVE!

Have you ever awakened with such a deep, deep knowing, with ever cell in your body, that you are infinite and eternal?

What an delightful feeling that is!!!

A sense of clear connection to the whole, the light, the field. Everything that is, was, and ever would be, is all me. I am it all. I am mySelf, Gaia, and the entire universe. I am the moment, and I am eternity. I am duality and I am polarity, and from that, I sense it all, I chose it all.

Every single choice I make in every single breath changes my world, and depending on where I chose from, I create abundance or scarcity, absolute freedom or eternal imprisonment. As the field, the whole of everything, I know my options are infinite, my creations are of my choosing.

Do I choose godForce, or do I chose mere mortal?

The conditioning is so deep, I've spent most of my life scattered to a thousand pieces because I believed I am a mere mortal--my choices confined to my physical world, to my culture, to my body.

Yes! I live in this physical body, and it isn't what I am. My mind, my experiences, my conditioning, my strategies, my familiarities, are all a part of me, and, they are the densest parts of my experience on this planet. They are not me, and I am not them.

For I am the signal! The infinite Soul/Spirit/Self/Energy/Field (call it what you will!) that animates this body!

I experience through the physical, and while still here, in this form, at the point in space and time, when I chose from godForce eyes, I can have the most delightful of experiences!

My presence is in the moment intensifies as I allow myself to choose, breath to breath, to create from my connection to the Signal that I am. This is how I become MOAR! of myself. This is how I make congruent choices that align with the deep values that are all mine, infinitely deeper than those instilled in me by the cultures and families I happened to be conditioned by.

This morning, I woke up knowing. My very first conscious breath I chose godForce, and a wave of knowing moved through my body, and my whole being felt ecstatic!

This is how I chose to live my life, this is how I chose to raise my child to live his life, this is how I encourage anyone to live their lives.

We are the whole, we are not broken. We are infinite godForces, we are not mere mortal flesh. We are all of Gaia, we are not separate. We are creators, we are not victims. We are empowered, we are not powerless.

Life is a choice, and I chose to move through it eyes wide open, my roots deeply connected to the core vibrations of the earth, and my Self brightly emanating creations of my own choosing.

This is the only thing that matters most to me about being alive.