Creating from the ‘truth’ that I AM
Trusting the process works.
In my weekly email to the “Unapologetically Unfuckwithable: Embracing the Crone that I AM” yearlong group I found myself writing the following:
“Today I am acutely aware of the power of Creation as the Creator that I AM. Creation from Crone energy feels very different, very certain, very unshakable. It’s the ability to see the much larger picture, the greater context within which my creations unfold, and trusting that because they are creations of deep RIG (respect, integrity and generosity of Spirit) and joy, they are sustainable. They are creations that make my heart skip a beat when I think about having created them. That another looks at it and does not see what I see is entirely irrelevant to me… ”
The last few weeks I have been immersed in my coaching creations seemingly effortlessly. I see the bigger picture of my intention and I am crystal clear: this is who I AM, and from that, I engage. Because it matters.
Yes, the beginning of starting ‘a business’ is particularly hard. If you’ve never done it, you don’t know. If you have: I feel you. There are countless hours of unpaid work that go into it. There are tears of hopelessness and despair. There is immense disappointment. There is fear and desperation. There is uncertainty. There is lack of clarity and revisiting. There is learning new skills and unlearning old ones. There is a plethora of ‘experts’ reminding you how you’re doing it wrong. There is comparison of self to other. There is perpetual redefining success. There is wanting to be there, now. There is getting comfortable in not-knowing.
And, there is immense joy in witnessing your own creation unfurl. It takes immense trust to just keep going. It takes staying the course, being in the process, trusting the process even when it feels challenging. It takes great courage. It takes a relentless pursuit of that which is authentic in creating a meaningful life and a meaningful world.
Today, I can see the greater picture of what I’m creating, and that feels fucking fabulous beyond words. I spent more time than I care to admit on scarcity mindset that kept me second-guessing my creations. Yet I knew to just keep going. I knew to trust the power of my intention and to keep integrating the scarcity. To trust what I so congruently know, and to trust that which I am in the process of discovering by stepping into the unknown.
Power comes from living the process. Power comes from engaging, despite the stories / fears / illusions. Power comes from trusting the greatest intention of creation, as Creator.
So today, I feel free. I simply adore my creation, flaws and all. I rejoice in the flow of constant change. I rejoice in the process of learning and discovering and re-engaging. I rejoice in letting go of the external measures of success and how-to’s. I rejoice in finding my way … my footing … planting and nurturing the seeds of my creation and watching them blossom into pure potential.
I adore it all and I trust it because I know it is real. It matters. It is a creation made with high regard, intention and devotion. It is a creation that is intended to transform lives. It is a creation that is intended to free those seeking from the binds of their internalized illusions. It is a creation that nourishes and expands consciousness. It is a creation of deep RIG (respect, integrity and generosity of Spirit).
And for all of that, I am grateful. The process has been everything and more, and there’s always more.
So, what does it take to create sustainably that which light you up?
Imagine a world where we each immerse ourselves into creations of deep love…
Imagine a world where daring to step into our life and live it, meaningfully is the whole point.
Imagine, your life, lived to it’s fullest potential …
Imagine, indeed …
New Experiences Coming up!
Igniting your Potential
Igniting Your Potential is a monthly gathering of women seeking to transform the quality of their lives. It is a safe space to discover what you might not yet know about yourself, that when discovered, could transform your life!
It is a space for women who know that they cannot create a different reality form the same perceptual filters that led them to their current one.
It is a space of connection and checking it.
It is a space for building community of powerful women seeking to redefine themselves.
It is a space of exploration and discovery.
The key question that we explore: How else might I choose to live MY life, today?
Day: first Monday of every month
Time: 11am – 2pm EST
Cost: $25
Next one coming up: Monday March 6th.
Decloaking and Living Authentically
A five day intensive designed to provide you with a new process to consider engaging your life from
I’m super stoked to offer this because it has been a loooong time coming. I offer this experience on April 1st – 5th in person because it is THE experience that transformed the quality of my life. How, you say? It introduced me to a process of how to live my life, differently than I had ever imagined. No matter what I knew, and I was in my personal evolution journey since the age of 18, what I was doing was leading me to self-destruction.
Through the process and context I was introduced to in Decloaking and Living Authentically I found mySelf and I never looked back.
Curious to see if five day intensive is for you?
- Listen to the first audio file for free here. This will tell you if the experience is for you at this time (FREE).
- If what you hear appeals to you, purchase the audio files (mandatory for the in-person experience, anyway) and listen to them ($189, deducted from the cost of the in-person intensive)
- Once you listen to the audio files, connect with me to have a FREE one-on-one about what you discovered about yourself as you listened. (Value: $259)
Click here to find out the details
If any of my offerings peeked your curiosity for more, all you have to do is…
