Our governance is intentionally schizophrenic. The more unpredictable, the more last minute, the more they can keep us on our toes and walking on eggshells, the more legitimate we believe their lies to be because we live in a constant state of anxiety, unpredictability, uncertainty over what’s next. The whole point is, don’t get used to anything!

As a natural and well-trained critical thinker I believe that rather than assuming biodigital convergence is the best way forward, it would be imperative to contemplate larger, more important and far reaching questions, such as: What would it mean to leave the biotechnical convergence in the hands of a few global elites, technocrats and government officials? How many of us would continue to be considered humans with rights? Who decides WHAT is a human being in this new world? What percent "biology" would you have to have to be considered human? What about the role of eugenics in this emergence of human and technology? Who will program the transmition that controls thoughts, culture and reality? Will humans be individuals or a collective hive? Will individuals be able to think for themselves in a world where their brains are directly plugged to The Cloud? What about free will in this world of digitized control? Will individuals be able to override the suggested algorithms and choose for themselves? Will free will, agency, and body autonomy exist? Which version of these animal-human-digital organisms will still be considered human? Which version will be used for medical experimentation? Who gets to decide? And who is decided upon?

It is a very slippery slope when you allow states to mandate what people can and can't do with their own bodies, and that is what is systematically being extorted from us.

I am so aware of the immense external violations unfolding as a means to ensure control over, yet I knew that it was in showing up that I would get to reclaim a truth that I've been playing with: what's happening out there does not dictate the quality of my life. There is the collective reality shaped by collective consciousness, then there is my individual reality shaped by the quality of my mind. 

Yet we have focused all our collective energy on creating division, segregation, hate, fear... fighting an inevitably endemic virus...All the whileDying.Gracelessly. Fearfully.Lonely. In denial. 

How comfortable are you with any and all of what you notice going on being normalised as a way of life moving forward? Because we don't tend to "go back" to pre-emergency measures...So, what's our new normal look like?

Until now, I have tolerated the blatant contradictions and have always believed that there is a lesser evil. I no longer believe that. Because no matter the perceived lesser evil, today, they are all inciting division and violence in ways that feel invasive to my core. So, I am done pretending band-aid solutions to our predicaments are enough; casting a vote for a broken system is not empowering and it is not enough.

This last year and half has been a tremendous provocation to my own evolution. In looking “out there” to find “the truth”, I discovered that there is none. Every “side” is filled with half-truths, untruths and often, blatant lies.What I discovered in the process is that the only truth that mattered to me, was my own. It is the truth that is stored in the tissue of my body and the quantum spaces in-between matter. It is the truth that cannot lie, and it has no other ulterior motive to communicate with me other than to let me know the Truth that resides in my being.

The powerful hold of ideology is that the illusion seems real, until the ugly truth is blatantly revealed. Gullibility is prayed upon. The tactics I'm witnessing unfolding before my very eyes today are age old mind control and manipulation tactics that I've witnessed before...

All of our attention has been intentionally diverted, devastated and overwhelmed by the C-word and all the words associated with it: science, data, evidence, gene-therapy. Here's what that means to me.