This last year and half has been a tremendous provocation to my own evolution. In looking “out there” to find “the truth”, I discovered that there is none. Every “side” is filled with half-truths, untruths and often, blatant lies.What I discovered in the process is that the only truth that mattered to me, was my own. It is the truth that is stored in the tissue of my body and the quantum spaces in-between matter. It is the truth that cannot lie, and it has no other ulterior motive to communicate with me other than to let me know the Truth that resides in my being.

Today, I stand in such sweet relief knowing, I can be with my fire, fully engulfed by it, fully immersed in it, and it is mine. It is MINE! And I am safe in it's transformational presence. Not only am I no longer afraid of my own fire (power), I rejoice in it, no matter how it presents... and usually it's pretty intense!

What matters to me now, increasingly more than ever, is my fully connected Presence. To know, in the moment, to say yes or to say no. To know, in the moment, to stay or to leave. To know, in the moment, exactly where Stela is. Without attachment to story, without attachment to past, without attachment to future, without attachment to outcome. Just me, bare, raw, Present. Here. Now. 

This is the context that has allowed me to wholeheartedly and unquestionably trust living from an internally referenced point. There is nothing 'out there' that can overcome the truth of my own experience delivered to me through the impulses that move through my body. 

What would happen if we became willing to let go of external notions of what reality is for just one moment and ask ourselves some bigger questions about who and what we are?

Today, in this moment, I know. I AM the Flow of Life, and it is me.

To be where I am, I've gifted myself with the permission to allow myself to see through different perceptual filters. The patriarchal narrative never worked for me; and yet I bought into it and felt stuck in my inability to "figure it out". Something was wrong with me. So I tried to escape "me". Now I know so much better! The process of continuing to clear the muck is essential, because tapping into the messages of the Signal from Self through the body has been critical to my healing, finding balance, self-evolution.

In living my life through the WEL-Systems® paradigm I have discovered the immensity of my power. By engaging this process, my Life has transformed. From the conversations I am having, to the people I befriend, to the way I interpret Life: it has all transformed. Fundamental to all this has been the transformation of my perception of what a human being is; what consciousness is; what Life is. I have no sense of any complete "answers", and yet I notice myself continuously asking bigger and bigger questions.

What I discovered about my body's desires of me.